Mira-Shadow

Bad news.
My scanner is broken and I even don't know why.
...That sounds very silly, I know.
So, it means you'll probably won't see any of my new works soon.
But it doesn't  mean I'm going to be completely unactive

See you!

I just opened my watercolours box and special paper which I get from my firend at school.
Now I'm drawing a simple sketch of three dried flowers and vase put next to the window and I really want to learn how to draw and add some water on aquarels and to create something looking like I wanted to look.
Hahaha, you know what? Beginnings are always so difficult!

Keep your fingers crossed, I try to get a progress!


^{Does anybody know why I can't change my type of mood? I mean - I only may type these basic ones like: "love/joy/wow/fear..." without going deeper... I really want to solve this problem, but I don't know why I can't. It begins to piss me off, but probably it's my PC thing, but maybe one of you know what should I do?}

Finally I ended my pen artwork! Hurray!
Can't wait to show it for you!

<sup>What next?


I began to draw Indiana and Aris Tokrat. Also started new picture of my troll-female character which I played at World of Warcraft. I know how I name it already!
But unfortunately uploading my newest artworks would take me a lot of time, it could be in December if not in January (hope not!) Why? I think I have to improve the quality of writing description. I mean - not to write just a simply word, but to describe and write a short story as an extra. In english and my native polish of course.

These Dark Photos serie takes me every while to take a shot of some not interesting things (at first sight) and I find it as a great entertainment. Then, when I finish taking a big set of them I have to uploud them from my mobile to my PC (in which I'm going to only change the size of a picture, because these photos, and effects on them are 100% made by phone.)

I know that I wanted to write some informations about my art-existence, but I really have to give you a link to song which I love www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1iLn5… Honestly I love all sounds and idea for design for costumes, choreography and vocals.
(I gave a link to this video on my FB page, so some of my friends could know this song.)


Okay so it was a note from me. I wanted to write some of me, to my page be more alive for the moment.
Outhoorhress</sup>

Hello! How are you these days?
I know that I write journals rarely, and I can be taken as unactive or absent but I don't feel it's needed to write everyday, because my life isn't very interesting and I don't know what can I teel about, daily.
I also realized, that I used to write my notes or descriptions below my artworks in my native language, and I'm sorry, it's very easy for me, but I'll try to work harder for everyone to understund, because it is shame to write in not very popular lenguage in international site like dA (but my english isn't so good).



<sup>Yesterday I tried to write this journal, but I was so tired at school, and when I came home I just wanted to relax by listening to classical music, take my mum's pens and draw. Just draw and adding some colours on my las picture. (Probably I'll finish this piece of details soon ) and fall into beauty of cello, violins, trumpets, drums and triangles...
I love classical music, I find it as a long long sound (Sometimes I like to use "story" word, because when I listen to it I imagine a part of any story, or my own stories (being writed and writed since loooooooong time) but I don't have any favourite composer.



Another what I want to tell is that, I have a big sack of creative mood to draw. So I have few sketches of pictures in my notebooks, books and other places in my room (like Indiana or Aris-Tokrat.) Some of them are in my mind, and gods, please keep my ideas in my head long as possible I have some photos taken by mobile phone and modified. I'm thinking, about uplouding them here, but I think they can be quite good. It would be some dark pictures, but I can't make a decision!
I also decided, to draw (and then - show on dA) works which I could hang in my room. I want to buy easel, and lots of coloured paper sheets size more than a4. To enjoy and teach myself about the art is no one size of paper. To can draw on bigger sizes. Or - not only to draw but paint too! (I'm also keen on poetry)

But I have to study a lot next weeks, so there is not to much time for art as I would like to have. Reality of life and being a student. Although I'm okay, I'm not sick or I don't have any bad mood, so I'm OK. Hope you too and everything is fine.




Finally I want to say, that I'm glad about hearing about successes of friends of mine. Maybe it's silly to say, but it is true and I really have to write it. Really, I'm this kind of person, who enjoy when hear about successes of friends. It makes me happy too, because, somebody is happy, somebody has a luck, or his/her dream come true or mood is better or going to be. Hm... empathy?

Do you sometimes have the same feeling as i have?</sup>


Stay alright, fine and OK.
Lots of love
Outhoorhress

[PL & ENG]
( skopiowane od Elektryczna-Padlina )
21 lipca o 3 nad ranem, dom naszej ~Muflee  strawił pożar. Dom w którym spędziła dzieciństwo. Dom do którego miała wreszcie wrócić razem z mamą i dwoma braćmi, po ucieczce przed ojcem i patologią w rodzinie.
Jeszcze tydzień przed pożarem wspólnie robiliśmy tam porządki, przywracaliśmy mu życie i dawny urok. Wszystko było na dobrej drodze, myśleliśmy że pech wreszcie ich opuścił. Jednak była to złudna nadzieja.
Z dymem poszło wszystko- dokumenty, ubrania, pieniądze, dopiero co przywiezione tam rzeczy. Dom zamienił się w ruinę nadającą się tylko do wyburzenia.
Nie pokładamy wielkich nadziei  w związku z tą akcją, ale tutaj każda pomoc się przyda. Rodzina Mufki nie należy do najbogatszych. Nie mają szans na kredyt, a pieniądze przecież nie biorą się znikąd. Liczy się każdy pieniądz.
Prosimy was o przelewanie pieniędzy na paypal Mufki [muflee@op.pl] i rozpowszechnianie tej akcji gdzie tylko się da. Jest to na prawdę bardzo ważne i myślę, że zrobilibyście coś podobnego gdyby przyszłość Waszego przyjaciela i jego rodziny nabierała coraz ciemniejszych barw.

Jakiekolwiek pytania można kierować do vantae i rozmarynka. Proszę rozpowszechniajcie to 3:
Z góry dziękujemy.


[ENG]
(copied from Elektryczna-Padlina)
21th July at 3:00 AM our ~Muflee's home has been destroyed by fire. The house where she spent her childhood. The house to which she finally could come back with her mother and two brothers, after escape from father and pathology in the family.
Even a week before conflagration we were cleaning up together, restoring life and past charm. Everything was on the right track, we thought that misfortune after all left them. However it does not.
Everything went up in smoke- documents, clothes, money, newly brought stuff. Her house has turned into ruins that fit only for demolition.
We won't place any high hopes with this action, but here, any help is useful. Muflee's family don't belong to the richiest. They have not chances for credit, house wasn't even insured and the money yet do not come from nowhere. Each amount of money counts.
We ask you to transfer money to Muflee's paypal [muflee@op.pl] and disseminate this information anywhere it's possible. It is really very important and I think that you'd do something similar if the future of your friend and his family was getting darker colours.
Any questions can be directed to ~vantae and ~rozmarynka.
Please spread it.
Thanks.